So... I've been crazy busy lately, working 60hours a week doesn't give you time for much else but when I do have time I don't tend to do things I should do because all I want is a break. :)
Anyway, so here I am now updating on my current life status. Well, let's see... last Saturday while amytheprincess was on her wonderful hike, I was also doing a 20 mile hike up Mt. Timp. It was gorgeous and tons and tons of fun. I wish I had pictures to share. SO... it was a stake young singles adult activity I was in charge of. There were about 18 of us that went and it was great fun. We met at the church at 5:00am and headed up to the trailhead. Somehow I ended up hiking in the very last group, since we were waiting for everyone to show up. So... my group didn't head up on the trail until about 7:00-7:30ish and somehow, I ended up in the group of 4 guys and me. 4 guys who are incredibly in shape compared to me. Thus, my group left about an hour to an hour and a half after the first group and not even half way up the mountain we had passed everyone else. It was ridiculous. I ended up making it to the top in about 4 to 4 1/2 hours. I was about dead. Anyway, then we all sat on the top for a couple hours waiting for everyone else to make it up. Then we had a short little devotional (presented by Me!) on the beauty of God's creations. Finally we headed down the mountain. I ended up hiking with Jeremy Little and this girl named Bobbi Peterson down.
Now... Jeremy... well, I can't decide what I think about this. SO... here's the story, A few weeks ago for FHE we went ice blocking and Jeremy and I raced down the hill and bet the loser owed the other a PB&J. All in fun and games right? So...hiking Jeremy and I got to know each other a little better, and at times I was completely sure he was flirting with me and other times... well, I think we're just friends. It's complicated. But anyway, I still owe him a PB&J, we actually bet again during our hike down. It was great fun, but... I'm confused. Seriously he seemed interested in me for a while and other people will attest to that also, but ... then sitting in the car with him after the hike talking, he brought up my relationship with Zach... and to some extent implied to me that he's just waiting for Zach and I to get back together along with most of the rest of the guys in my ward. Which means... I can't get a date in the ward because everyone is expecting us to get back together. So, maybe Zach dating Kamille will help my situation? I don't know, I don't even know if they are dating but I assume they are or will. They are both good people. If he was going after someone who was completely not good enough for him I would have a bigger problem I think. But I'm doing well with him dating her I think. I'm completely jealous of her but I don't hate him or her.
So... on with my Jeremy story. In talking to him, he was the one that brought up my relationship with Zach... so maybe he was just trying to feel me out on my feelings there. I don't know. Guys are confusing. He seemed to honestly think that we'd try for a "2nd time around" as he put it. It's so... frustrating because I'm trying to squish this hope I have and people keep bringing it back up. :(
I think I could honestly be interested in Jeremy... except for one small problem. He's thinking about and probably will move in with Zach. And if I wanted to date him... well, I just don't know if that would work for me, because I still have some feelings for Zach. Also, dating in general is hard for me because I don't feel like its fair to date someone exclusivly when I still have feelings and care for Zach and much as I do. :( Depressing.
Now onto this week. Monday night for FHE half of my ward went over to the Oak Canyon Ward building because a bunch of guys in my ward were teaching the Oak Canyon ward how to Country Dance for FHE. So, we headed over there to dance with them. Well, Robbie was there. :) But I learned that he doesn't go by Robbie, it's Rob... but I tend to still call him Robbie. Anyway... that was fun. I honestly enjoyed talking with him. He's a great guy just like the rest of his family. And, we definitely flirted... but... I don't know if I can see something happening with him because I've always liked Randy. But I did make Robbie dance with me and that was fun. And... he continually came back to me to talk... when there were plenty of other people to talk to. That's always nice when someone puts effort into you.
Off the guy subject, onto life. I officially start working in the Pharmacy on the 27th! I'm soo... excited, and nervous. I've got soo... much to learn and study before I take the PTCB on November 19th. But it definitely keeps me busy and I need that.
I'm making a ton of money now too! I'm moving out of my parents house in January! I'm soo... excited, but I need to invest in a new laptop before then. I'll be completely out of debt and have school paid for by the end of November, so... I have all of December to save and buy a new laptop and a bedroom set. I think I might buy my bed off my parents if they'll let me... but who knows what they'll let me do. I definitely don't want to go back down to a twin size bed though.
I'm moving in with my friend Sara, into her townhouse in Lehi, when it's done being built! It's going to be great! I need some privacy, I can't even go into my room and close the door here at my parents because I don't have walls or a door and therefore, I usually go into my bathroom and sit on the floor when I need some 'alone time' it's depressing.
Well, I'm off to pretend I'm working for another hour. :)